I was born in West
Jerusalem-- the part which was overrun by Zionist forces in April
1948. My family was a very ordinary one; my father was an education
inspector who worked for the Mandate government and my mother was a
housewife. I had a brother and a sister and we did all the things
ordinary families do-- play, attend school, and go for outings with
our parents.
Suddenly, we began
to be aware that another people, most of whom had come from Europe,
were laying claim to our neighborhood, our city, our country in
fact. Palestinians resisted this alien claim and we were caught in
the fighting that ensued between the two parties. Our road became a
battlefield and our neighbors started to leave, family by family.
Eventually, we too had to lock up our house and go to my
grandfather's house in Damascus, Syria for safety. We took very few
things with us because we were certain that we would be returning.
It never happened.
Israel was set up in
May 1948 and no Palestinians were ever allowed to return. My father,
in despair, decided to take a job with the British Broadcasting
Corporation (BBC) Arabic service in London. In 1949, the whole
family had to move once again but this time to a really foreign
country, England. I knew no English and none of us had ever traveled
far out of our native city. We had to overcome the difficulties of
exile, adjustment to a new society and integration within it. But we
also had to endure what was worse, namely that no one in England
seemed to be on our side. We heard that Palestine was the land of
the Jews who had 'returned' to it. No one was aware that we had ever
existed. We were made to feel that we had been squatters in our own
homeland.
Of course life went
on. I studied medicine, my brother engineering and my sister
chemistry. We were an apparently successful immigrant family. But we
could not forget our homeland and so I became a political activist
in the early 1970s and have been involved with the Palestine problem
ever since.
A fuller account of my life is to be
found in my memoir 'Present-Absentee', extracts from which have
appeared in the Journal of Palestine Studies, vol..28/3, 1999."